Monday, April 04, 2005

I've said this in Chinese, and now I'm gonna say it again in English, Spring is a beautiful season.
The real way to appreciate a season is feel it from inside. In my past years I've only felt the coming of Spring by the blooming flowers, fresh air and beautiful sunshine. But this year, I feel like that the spring has come down on me. Something soft and strong is growing from my heart and I'm being filled with delight and inspiration. Feel the earth breathing, feel the wind whispering, feel the flowers dancing, feel everything growing. I feel the real spring for the first time.
Everyone says life is beautiful. But once I thought that was a big lie. Look at all the troubles we've had, we worry about our grades, calories intake, pimples, other people's opinions of us, money, friendship, relationship, we miss our parents, the best friends in middle schools, girls we crushed on before, we cry over our sucky life, lack of sense of belonging, loneliness, depression, we always have to deal with so many shits of life. I just wonder how life can still be beautiful.
But now I realize that I can really just look at things in a different light. It's spring and I'm happy. All those worries just seem so trivial. All those sweet little worries are just part of my beautiful life.
When I was really down, when I was almost desperate, hope is the only thing that helped me go on. I knew that one day, I will find my own happiness and I can just cast all my troubles away and embrace my simple and beautiful life. This day is coming now.
Spring has come, and I've got a feeling this is gonna be my spring.

leaving skool guoyandao at 1:02 PM [comment]

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glad to see your spring has finally come
 
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